Maybe??

So I have I guess good news but I'm already bummed out. I have been writing to Congressman, Representatives, President Obama, General Attorney, I mean just tons of people. Today I received a response from my Congressman's staff saying they think they can help me out and saying I could file my I-601 waiver now and not after the 10 yrs are up! I got so excited that I just forgot about everything and was like ya, maybe it will work. Today my sister did me the huge favor of taking all of my paperwork to her and I was on the phone. I mean she sounds super nice and I know has good intentions but when I explained the specifics of my ban she was like oh, I didn't know that. She is going to call a few people and see what she can do which I greatly appreciate. I just feel like I already got my hopes up with that phone call. Realty set in and it just bummed me out. I mean, ya I've accepted this ban but just seeing that tiny light of hope go out again sucks! I pray that a miracle happens and this works. If not I just hope that CIR really happens. I want to go back home so badly. Rarely a day goes by that my daughter does not say we should go home to Utah. My hubby has had a few things come up at work and I just hope he lasts there because finding a job close to Mexicali is not easy. Worst case we would go to Tijuana and I really really don't want that. Okay now I'm just going over board with the what ifs. Today started out with hope and is now with just sadness. Hopefully my next post will be about a miracle happening. If not I have my family and our health. Just needed to vent...