Saturday Night

It's Saturday night and as usual I am at home. But this time just me. Its my sister in laws quince and my little family drove up to Salt Lake City for the big day. This is the first major event that I miss and it's bitter sweet. I am so thankful that they can go back and see everyone. They have had such fun filled days since they arrived and they both needed it. I love getting the phone calls and just hearing the joy in their voices, it makes my heart melt! But at the same time I can't help but wish I was there.

Alone time is good but too much is just plain boring and lonely. I have reached my limit and am very ready for them to return, like now. Since I've been out here I have missed so many birthdays, holidays, and family get togethers but this is the first major one where people are coming in from all over. I'm glad I get to see everyone on Skype but these pregnancy hormones are making me a little too emotional. It's been an emotional roller coaster since they left. But enough of the pity party, I can't wait to see pictures! Everyone looked so beautiful all glamed up, especially my little princess! <3

I also want to say how truly blessed we are to have so many loved ones! My hubby is coming back with a car full of things for my girls. I mean from the crib and stroller to clothes and diapers! I just hope they don't charge us too much in taxes on his way back, fingers crossed. But speaking of blessings, last night I went to my bible study group and when one of the ladies dropped me off at home we got into a really deep conversation about our religion. Specifically about conservative Adventists vs. liberal ones. It was quit an eye opener and made me question many things but in my heart I try my best to make the right choices and live a good life. Its nice to reflect on important matters like that and really take your time to just think.

Any ways, 4 days down, only 2 to go. Lets hope they pass by quickly because a girl can only watch so many chick flicks and paint her nails so many times lol. Please pray that they return home safely. Good night world :)

24

24, I am now 24 years young. I had an amazing birthday with my family and it wasn't because we did anything special but just because we were together. I'm grateful to God for blessing me with another year of life and being able to spend it together. When we first got here we started at zero, with not even a bed, a mountain of debt and slowly but surely we are moving forward. We have a healthy baby girl and another on the way, so much love in our home and gratitude for everything we have.

I look forward to getting older, especially my 30's because that's when I'll be able to return, at 31. Even though I can't wait for the day I can return I need to also cherish this time I have now. I have the huge blessing of being a stay at home mom which has taken a lot for me to get used to but I get to be a part of it all. I get to see my children grow and be there for every amazing moment and milestone.

Sofia is doing so well when we do school time. She is learning the alphabet and her writing improves everyday. She can write her name now and is just so smart. She is always asking how much longer until her sister is here and is just as anxious as I am, if not more. She asked me the other day why we are having another baby and I asked her if she didn't want someone to play with and grow up with so she's not alone. Her reply, mom I'm not alone, I have you and papi. Her positive outlook on everything is something that amazes me. I'm blessed to be her mom.

Well as you can tell by now this post had no point, just random stuff. Just wanted to check in and leave a few pictures. Til next time... :)